i like how people leave your life…and i miss that stupid ache 

"I’m free, I think. I shut my eyes and think hard and deep about how free I am, but I can’t really understand what it means. All I know is I’m totally alone. All alone in an unfamiliar place, like some solitary explorer who’s lost his compass and his map. Is this what it means to be free? I don’t know, and I give up thinking about it."

— Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore (via misantropie)

(via misantropie)

my boyfriend goes to st. petersburg and the rest of north europe im so jealous…